I haven’t talked to any of my “friends” since Tuesday todays Friday, Yes I realize it’s summer but my friends hang out with each other and talk to each other all the time. Alisha and Bethany spend all night on the phone together. Bethany and Alexa hang out almost everyday, and they CONSTANTLY text Zea or call her or talk about her cause shes awesome. Then theres me I mean honestly whats wrong with me that I can’t even get someone to call me an you would think they would be missing me since I have a broken leg and Tuesday was the first time they saw me in two weeks. But whatever I guess I just. Blah I need something good to happen for once in my life.
I know I sound like an emo kid but you have no fucking idea about my life so don’t say i’m over reacting i’m not, things are so bad i’m not even telling my friends about it and I haven’t been telling my friends anything for months cause its just to much to handle. My parents think this doesn’t affect me BULL FUCKING SHIT! this does affect me and they don’t know half the shit I have been having to deal with outside of my fucked up family life. They always say I’ve changed well no shit! Realizing your “best friend” is a giant bitch and has been lying to you for months will kind of do that to you, and its not the fact that she lied its the fact that I told her EVERYTHING that was going on and that I was feeling and they she took that information and used to against me. Well I think i’m done now i’m gonna go.
